It's almost one in the morning, and I've been at work the better part of the last ten hours. So, after a lengthy drive hope, and scarcely being able to keep my eyes open, what do I do?
Go online.
Heh.
It's my own way of dealing with the horror of having to bullshit cheerfulness for such a long period of time. In all honestly, I couldn't even portay a facial expression at this point even if I wanted to. My face wasn't built to smile; merely to be in a constant apathetic gaze.
I had debated calling in today. It would have been so terribly easy. Alas, though, I can't let myself get too in the habit of doing such a thing. It leads to an even more downward spiral in the life and times of my ambition. Heh. I must be very careful with my ambition. You see, the thing with me is, when I say I'm tempted to quit my job and live the rest of my life as a poor pathetic hermit......I might actually do it.
A mere moment, and I could quit both my jobs and live on the "good"will of the Bastardly Parental Units.
But as it stands, I've managed to keep my ambition from falling completely over the deep end. Damned adult responsibilty and all that epic bullshit.
.................I'm really tired.
I should go to sleep. I really, really should. I have to get up in mere hours to go back into work. Yet it calls to me, my beloved cyberspace. Like a massive black hole pulling me into oblivion......
Overdramatic?
Yes.
But I'm too fucking out of it to care.
So I guess I'll just sit here, exhaustively basking in the glory that is my Internet, until I inevitably fall asleep at the keyboard, only to be awakened by the proverbial banging of the slaver's drum, beckoning me back to my doom..
.......Yeah.
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