In life, no matter how nice you are, just realize that at least someone hates you

Ever have one of those insanely awkward conversations online where you know you should say something, but draw an epic blank?

Cause I'm having one.

My cousin has IMed me, and the awkwardness ensued. Something about wanting to get together sometime this week. Heh. Oh joy. Apparently she hasn't got the memo:

I never go anywhere.

Anyway, so starts my Christmas vacation. I wore a black t-shirt to school saying "Bah Humbug" just for the oaccasion. But that's what you get when you have the audacity to wish me a Merry Christmas.

As If I'm going to have one.

The antisocial dark space in my head has been thrown for a loop as well. For some reason, someone actually invited me to a party.

My aren't I the popular lurker these days, heh.

The even more shocking thing is that I'm debating whether or not to go. If anything, I might just to be able to get out of the house one last time before damning myself to an eternity as a hermit (nevermind that I already am one).

So now it's off to obsessively trudgeing through cyberspace. And again: Bah Humbug.