Just because you care doesn't mean I have to

I am in a strange mood today.

It's somewhere in the realm of numb/exahaustedly awake/inspired, and I haven't a clue as to what caused it. Actually, it's how I felt around when I first created this blog. More recently I was.....more dead than usual. But today the writer's block seems to have disappeared for the time being. What mediocre words that I will spew forth remains to be seen. (Is it just me, or did that cause a gross mental picture?).

In the meantime I'm just going to blog.

But what about?

Heh. You see, just because inspiration seems to have come knocking, it doesn't make my day any more interesting. I hate to say it, but I almost can't wait for this break to be over. At least in school I can slack of with some variety.

Which brings up the question, what do I do once slacking in school is no longer an option?

I'm graduating this year and I still haven't the foggiest idea as to what I want to do for a career. Supposedly, the She Beast wants me to start a business with her. Heh. Gee, THAT sounds exciting. Let me just dye my hair grey now so I can feel a little less youthful.

Like most parents, mine want me to go to a college of some sort. The most I'm evening thinking of considering is tech college. Mostly because it doesn't take long, and frankly, I couldn't get into anything else (too many years of slacking I daresay). I try not to roll my eyes too much during lectures of how I should further education when both my parents dropped out of High School. At least the She-Beast had a legitamate reason, and got her GED. The Beast however, didn't make it past sophmore year because he just felt like he didn't need to finish it.

The motivation is nearly overwhelming.

Meh. I'm sure I'll figure it out sooner or later.

......later more likely.