Reality bleeds into darkness and the screams just melt away....

Wednesday, February 23, 2005
Went upstate to visit my extended family for four days (unwillingly I should add).

Complete, and utter Hell.

I suppose saying that I hate my extended family would be a bit of an understatement. Heh. The sheer magnatude of awkwardness and loathing both ways is a true test of one's ability to keep an apathetic face. Of course, I admit, I did make it worse-I refuse to change my personal style for anyone.

Which means that I will not renounce chains for girly clothes and colors. (Excuse me while I repress the urge to twitch in horror at the mere though). It is only a lack of will that people change themselves to please others-even when the viewpoint of the others is clearly wrong.

My extended family happens to be some of the most racist, bigoted, and prejudiced people that exist. Upon arrivial I recieved a lecture on how on morally wrong it is for a girl to wear dark clothes and heaven forbid, pants.

The sadist in me practically squeals with delight at the reaction I would have gotten had I mentioned I'm aithiest (yes, I spelt that wrong.....meh..). MUAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAA.

Anyway, I've nearly had to recover from the whole ordeal. My usual dark mood is at nearly psychotic levels.

She-Beast, hail me. Only for your pleading benefit was my company present.

That's not really the whole story, but frankly, this blog doesn't need to be defiled with the extended version. (Besides, I don't have nearly the ambition required for such a task).

Heh. Whatever energy I had left just ditched me. Dammit. I'll just be off brooding in the shadows about the injustices of everything. But don't worry (or worry, I don't care either way....heh) I'll post something a little less on the complain-about-the-downside-of-darkness-and-having-living-family side next time.

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